Kah-razy....Dah-ranged...
I feel as though I have slipped into some sort of alternate universe. All of sudden its raining when its sunny and hot outside, 8.4 (LOL Shut up John!) earthquakes are waking me up out of my sleep, which I have to be honest, is no small feat. The lives of my people are falling shambles and all of this is within the last 48 hours. I just don’t understand. I feel like I’m going to wake up and its going to be Tuesday all over again and I’ll be able to pretend like none of this tomfoolery is happening. Like that 80’s movie Groundhog’s day where Bill Murray keeps waking up to the same day and he gets to keep reliving it until he gets it right. I keep feeling like that is going to happen. I even contemplated wearing the same thing to work today that I did yesterday, but LOL, that I vetoed that idea. It’s gotten so bad that I have just honestly decided not answer my phone anymore. And I never check my messages; so if you have the email address, holler at me! LOL! Well maybe it won’t get that bad, but man, this has just been too much. I guess the one good thing that has come from all of this is that I am learning or have learned, depending on how you look at it, that I cannot transfer other peoples problems to myself and make them my own. Of course, my natural maternal instinct kicks in and I want to help, but honestly there is only so much I can do. Man, I really can’t wait to get back to my apartment this weekend. I’m excited. Maybe all will be right with the world once again if I am back in my own space and I can feel at ease. I just don’t understand though. Is the moon full? Is the tide late? What is going on???
Oh, but on a lighter note…my book, Spoken Silence, is now officially available through my publisher. I just need Barnes and noble to put it up on their sight and we are cool and the gang. I will have my advance copies next week. I can’t wait to hold it in my hands. I’m excited…
Peace Y’all
Brandelyn
