Nothing Much...
Time always seems to pass by slow when you are anxious about something. The crazy thing is that I don’t even know what I am anxious about. I just have all of this pent up energy I don’t know what to do with. I’m extremely excited about this weekend though. I’m taking another one of my famous writers retreats to fall back in love with my novel and get refocused. I have been living in that I’ll get back to work on the novel as soon as…as soon as…as soon as…Shout out to sex and the city…but I’m locking myself in a hotel room and just writing. It will be really good. These retreats are always extremely productive. I also need to get re-centered. I have had way too much on my mind lately. Way too much unnecessary-ness…that’s a word, that’s a word…on my mind, so I need to get it back together. So that is the plan for the weekend. To only be available to myself and be selfish for once. I hope I can actually do that and not wind up using this allotted time to help someone else out, but we’ll see. I’m excited though. I feel like I am finally in a place where I can get cracking and actually remain focused. I’ve been in this really creative place lately, mostly poetry, which is a huge relief because I thought I’d written all the poems I thought I could. But my goal is to finish the first draft by the end of the year. That is going to take a lot, but I like setting goals and seeing how close to it I get. But things are good. I still have these butterflies in my stomach, but at least I’ll be able to release some of the tension this weekend! Anyway, I’m out the jheri curl! Peace!
