Brandelyn: Lyrical Contradiction

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Peace!

I’m thinking of you

Wondering if the crinkle above my nose is causing you to lose sleep at night

Wishing I could fold you into my dreams

And make you real

My heart is telling me

To move forward with open wings

Pull you into my Queendom

And teach you the truth

Expose my inner parts to you

Explain that my mystery is not blue

But red

A blinding ball of fire

Designed to enrapture

You

Caution has been thrown to the wind

And though I may try to pretend

For your sake

Not mine

That I’m just not that in to you

As you listen to the silences in between our words

When the sound of breathing is the only thing holding us together

You recognize the smile that is lingering on your face

And you’ll understand that you are content

Because now you know

That I am right there with you

And I will continue to smile

And breathe in my fantasies

I will smile at the knowledge that I scare you

That I cause you to believe in something

You once thought was dead

That your heart did not start beating until I said hello

While I continue to count down the memories

Until they become new

And I will continue to dwell in the fact

That I can’t shake the thoughts in my head

Filled with pieces of you