Brandelyn: Lyrical Contradiction

            Just when you think you are over the past, have moved on from it and let it go, it always manages to creep back in and sting you one good time, reminding you that it is there. It’s funny because as I really inch forward in my walk with God, I am almost anticipating some mess to happen, then here comes the past. I guess the difference is that I have amazing people in my life that I can call on and get perspective on things and will hold my hand when sometimes its too much. One great lesson I have learned in the past year is that you really don’t always have to be the good guy, and most importantly, you don’t have to explain yourself all the time! If I don’t want you in my life, or want you to be a part of mine, that is all that needs to be said, and its done. And the same goes for you. Not everyone you come in contact with, no matter how deep the history, deserves to be a part of your life. And then there are those people that you cling to with both hands and feet to make sure they don't drift away. The past is called that for a reason. Instead of letting it have power of me, because honestly, I could really be sitting here thinking about it, fretting over it, worrying about it, or I could simply not be, that is the beautiful thing about choices. We have the choice of whether or not to dwell on it, or to accept it for what it is, and move on. I am making the conscience choice to leave it where it is and move away from it. Sometimes, you have to close certain doors and leave certain things unsaid in order to move on, but I think that is a small price to pay for a little piece of mind. I realize that all of this is a lot easier said then done, but honestly, that is how it goes down sometimes. We have to make difficult choices in order to improve our own quality of life. And I will say this from now until the day I die…ROSA INC. is one of THE best things that ever happened to me! I love you ROSE! WHOOOOOO!!!

Peace Y’all!