I'll do better!
I had an extremely important realization yesterday. I was sitting at my desk, at work, where I usually write my blogs, and I realized that I had absolutely nothing to write about. From there my overly analytical mind began to explore why and I realized that it is because I have not been around people for the past few weeks. I’ve been so self-absorbed and focused on my many projects that I literally been on my own private island where I am the only thing that exists. I called my grandmother last night and she told me about my life because I have only talked to her once since Thanksgiving. I am so wrong for that. Another friend of mine is upset with me because I missed the deadline to RSVP for her event, I have been so self consumed. Sadly, I don’t see it getting any better any time soon. I just started job number 3 this week and it is going to be as if not more time consuming as jobs number 1 and 2. It is a really good thing that the new job gave me a very pretty stainless steel coffee mug because I see a lot of caffeine in my near future. I’m cracked out right now on the stuff, as we speak. You have no idea how long it is taking me to type this blog! LOL!! But to all of my friends, fans and loyal reader, I apologize for my neglect. There is a method to my madness I promise and I will try to do better. There should be some tomfoolery to report in the near future and I am going to try and to a point where I can interact with human beings again, we’ll see. Last night was really refreshing for me. I went out to the city and just hung out with my girl for a few hours. And I found a brand new danger that I wish I was not aware of. If you know me at all, you know that if it wasn’t completely terrible for my eyesight I would live by candlelight. I freaking love candles, but even more specific, I love Illuminations candles. Oh these things are the greatest! Great quality, GREAT smells and not so bad prices. Since moving to the bay, they have become a distant memory since there were no locations close to home, until last night. Yeah, you guessed it. Illuminations is now open in the city, a very convenient BART trip away, and what makes it even scarier....its right across the street from my Carol’s Daughter fix. Unhunh...No Tanto Mucho...I am going to have to learn the practice of self control Post Haste. How do I get myself into these things?
Anywho...I must biD you all a due, (did yOu catch the rhyme? Oh WHY DID I DRINK THAT INCREDIBLY STRONG CUP OF COFFEE!!!!) But I must, must must say Go Bears Pac 10 Co- Champs, congrats to you for a great season! Let’s kill em’ at the Holiday BoWl. I have To say Go Buckeyes for the National Title and of course GO BLUE for the Rose bowl, ( I can’t say wHat I really want to say oUt of respect for my reader$hip...shout out to beCcaanne whom I love dearly, but perhaps you can catch my subliminal message...LOL!!! ) But I will say that I’m sad to see College football come to an end. What am I going to stress out about on Saturdays now? LOL!
Peace!
B
